Thursday, December 24, 2015

Christmas Eve

Merry Christmas to All!
 
Well, the Christmas Eve service is done. This is the first year in many, that I have not had to do anything "backstage".
 
This year is different at my house. There is no tree, no decorations, no presents waiting to be wrapped, no mad dashes to the relatives house in the morning.
 
Before you think OMG.
Take a deep breath.
 Its okay.
 
We decided not to participate in the commercialization of Christmas this year.
Now, that being said, there might be some after Christmas shopping :)
 
Now, before you ask,
 Is it easy, the answer is No.
There are some parts of "traditional" Christmas I miss.
 
Next year I plan to maybe go a bit overboard during the holidays.
 
 
 
But for now, Merry Christmas to all, and to all a safe night.

Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Wow! Time for an update!!

Hi everyone,
This semester has flown by so fast! I got very behind on blogging. I am sorry about that. I needed to focus on my grades. Today was my last final of the semester. We had to interpret part of a movie. It went okay. ( I have seen myself do better) My partner and I did part of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Prt 1-where dobby dies.

I decided to upload all my videos from class onto Facebook.It was nice to see my progression. It also gave me a chance to look at my different hair cuts :)

I already know my grade for one of my classes, I was surprised, it was higher than I expected . The rest of my grades, I should know by next week or so. This was a challenging semester, not hard per say, but challenging. There were some ups and downs, life continues to throw curves.

So updates : Mom saw a new doctor, he gave us DIFFERENT information. But in the end it looks like the insurance will be the deciding factor. Dad is still working. My sisters now live with us most of the time, I have yet another new niece.Now I am working on being a content single Christian women.

Sunday, September 20, 2015

update

I didn't blog for a week. oops.

I went to a conference, I didn't check my email, FB or any other electronic devices. It was nice. I met some wonderful people and learned some interesting information.

In other news, I am doing well in classes. I have a quiz tomorrow and I am feeling mostly prepared. I would have felt better if I had brought my homework with me to the conference, but I forgot it in the car.

I am in the process of searching for a car of my own, while I am grateful that my family is so supportive, I need a car. I just don't know what kind yet.

I am looking for a part time job. (shrug) It happens.

I have 8 months until I graduate, not that I'm counting or anything. :)

 

Sunday, September 13, 2015

Sunday/ Satuday follow-up

Pax to all

Today, my blog post is a little fractured.

1) It's the Jewish New Year, "SHANA TOVA UMETUKA - BLESSINGS FOR A GOOD AND SWEET NEW YEAR".

2) Today, I had an actual quiet time with G-d today. The day felt different. I am working on getting back into my quiet time on a daily basis.

The Beth Moore study yesterday talked about 6 "Mighty Makers" the 1st one Struck a huge chord with me. (MM)#1 Paraphrased. "the audacity to make an unseen Savior the Supreme romance of our lives."

So I decided that I am going to have a Great Romance with Jesus. No, I'm not going crazy.

According to Webster's, with some tweaking from me,  Romance is : chivalric love and adventure, a prose narrative treating imaginary characters involved in events remote in time or place and usually heroic, adventurous, or mysterious (3) :  a love story especially in the form of a novel (that sound like the BIBLE to me!)

Romance is not about the physical stuff or the easy things, no! Its hard, an adventure.

Jesus is Perfect! How much more romantic can it get? I get to deepen my relationship with him, and its not that hard, sounds good to me. 

Someday, my hope is that the Lord finds me the perfect man; one who lives here on earth in the physical form and is my soul mate.But for now, I am just going to work on my relationship with Jesus. This time he (Jesus/God) has to find the man, I'm not looking.
 

Pax

Saturday, September 12, 2015

Audacious!!!

I attended the Beth Moore Simulcast,
"Living Proof Live", today. It was about being  Audacious, which  does not mean what you think it means.

What a powerful event! I am SO glad I decided to go. Yes, I had my toes stepped on many times but, what she said was important,and more importantly it was the TRUTH!

I might try to sum up what I learned tomorrow afternoon.

For Now, May God grant you the courage to be Audacious!

Pax

Friday, September 11, 2015

9/11 recount


Today is Sept 11th, I was trying to decide what to write.. I could ignore it, but that didn't seem right, I could address it but, would I trigger an issues for a reader? I decided that I needed to write down my story too, so if this is going to be a trigger for you, you have been warned!

9/11/2001  The events of that day changed a nation and the lives of many Americans, including mine.

I was just waking up( I was a teen), about to get ready for school when my parents walked in and turned on the TV. We hadn't lived in Alaska long, in fact, we had flown up early, we were supposed to have flown on September 11th. I am very thankful that we had already moved into housing.

I remember seeing the news, then watching in horror as the second plane hit, then the plane that flew into the pentagon. I couldn't comprehend what was happening. I ended up going back to bed. I couldn't function, I think many of my friends also skipped school that day.

I lived on a military installation. I knew that this horrifying event was going to change our "world", it did.  I think even then, before many people had the thought what it might mean for our country, war, that every military family knew that it was possible /probable. One of my first thoughts was "Dad is going to deploy again!! He didn't, he ended up being the Chaplain who was there for the families of the deployed soldiers.

There was a ton of prayer, and many tears. People were still trying to connect with loved ones in the lower 48. There were phone calls and limited internet due to the high usage. We were all affected, everyone knew someone.

The security was SOO high , the world(military) that I had grown up with changed overnight. Suddenly there were barricades in front of buildings, there were more ID checks, there was limited access to post. If you didn't need to be there, you couldn't enter. There were drills and training on what to do if the worst case scenario happened.   We all became more aware of everything, suddenly the gates were more reassuring. I knew they weren't perfect but they made me feel more confident. Some of these changes are still in affect, others have been lessened,but still exists.

Yes, our world did change because of 9/11 and we will never forget, there has been discussion online today about how do teachers approach the subject. Its my opinion that it should be approached with dignity and respect, understanding and maturity. BUT it is something that needs to be addressed. Someone once said " if you don't know history then you are doomed to repeat it". 9/11 changed the course of History, we the people who are living now have a responsibility to make sure it is a good story in the end. 

Yes, I listed a ton of negatives, but from 9/11 came some positives too. People got to know their neighbors, patriotism became recognizable again, Flags flew proudly, the military got strong, and Faith in God increased. So yes, it was a dark day in history, but the Light shone through the darkness and overcame it.


Pax

 

Monday, September 7, 2015

long weekend recap

So what's a girl to do with a long weekend?
I was busy Friday, Saturday and Sunday.. But Monday I had a Sabbath day. I did very little. The allergens are in the air. :(  I did practice my story for ASL and did some more transcription of the Draft to Mastery project. On Sunday night, I watched "The Godfather" for the first time. It was better than I expected. (yes it was part homework(kind of)

I have several practicum jobs coming up, and I am excited about some of the amazing opportunities. The more experience the better when its time to test.

Plus it was just Mom, Dad and I the entire weekend. It was quiet in the house. I love my niece and nephew, but it was awesome to have it totally quiet.

Wednesday, September 2, 2015

2nd week of School and ....

It is going very well except for one small detail. My nephew or one of my sisters brought home some kind of cold thing. I'm not sick yet and I am going to try to stay healthy. I have a few tricks up my sleeve. I love my essential oils. I am going to try a new recipe. I also am going to do laundry and sanitize the living room.

I am going to be busy this semester and I am soo excited about all the opportunity's available. As a student I get to observe all sorts of interpreting. There are so many different venues and situations that need interpreting. I am going to take advantage of all the different experiences.

Tuesday, September 1, 2015

Mid Week Recap

The first part of the week has been fairly calm.. Except for one SMALL detail..

My sister got a part time job,that is a good thing. It is the night shift and its close to home . However, that means that my mom and I are the childcare for the 10mtn old and the 5 year old.

This is not what  I thought we would be doing .. its ok, but we are going to have t adjust .

This semester is going to be intense. Not like last year, this year is more" hands up",there is a plethora of things to keep straight. I have my schedule color coded and I'm not sure that it will be enough. I am planning on staying at school late 2 days a week to try to study. It is a challenge to do here with the baby and her brother.

I have trouble focusing on studying for school and ignoring the baby, when I know in less than 9 months, I will be graduating and Hopefully moving.

Todays post brought to you by my friend COFFEE. I am going to be drinking many cups this semester. :)

Pax

Friday, August 28, 2015

Friday!!- Saturday

Today I have no school. :)
However, that does not mean that I am being lazy by any means. I have already been to Belleville and back. I have a baby sitting job this evening. The little one I am watching is a brilliant 2.5 year old.

I am trying to get my phone fixed, I have had several phone calls to customer support. I need to make one more. :(

I need to go grocery shopping, the menus are planned for the week. :)

Tomorrow, I am going to be running around like crazy, my schedule looks something like this:
7:00 am  Get up
7:15 breakfast
7:30 Shower
7:45ish check to see if dinner is in the oven
8:00 Be on the road headed to a different town
8:30-13:00 Church related class
(after this is subject to change if I don't get the groceries today.)
13:30 arrive home
14:00 start reviewing for Mondays class quiz #1
15:00 break for "tea"
15:45 back to studying
16:30 start prepping for dinner
17:00 dinner
17:45ish start doing dishes
18:00 check laundry
18:30 lay out clothes for Sunday
18:45 find directions for church
19:00 start the wind down process
20:00 head to room
23:00ish Lights out.

So tomorrow is a very busy day, but, its better than being bored.
The next few Saturdays are the same, different activities but the same amount of things to get accomplished.

Pax
 

Thursday, August 27, 2015

Last 2 Classes for the Week

Today was my last 2 classes for the week.

Linguistics II and ASL 3. I had ASL on Tuesday so today was no surprise. Linguistics II is going to be a little different than I thought. I think it might be more fun.

I felt more confident today after class. I ran into an old friend who was surprised by my hair. She had to run her hands through it. Remember my hair is VERY short so it was just funny.

I think I have figured out a pattern for my week during the school year, but I will have to wait and see if it works. I think I will be at school until 5pm, 3 days a week. It will make it easier to share the truck.

Dinner tonight was awesome, we had... crockpot Italian beef. SOO good and easy. Plus we went to the farmers market after class and got our produce box. We saw some desserts that called our names. They came home with us, a blackberrie upside down cake and a rubarb___ pie. I had the blackberry with a cup of coffee.

Now its time for homework to begin. :) Its not too bad yet....

Pax

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

2nd day

So today for classes I had 2

1) ASL 3. It is a long class but it was good. We use the books/dvd's from Signing Naturally. Camp used the same one. So, today was a bit of a review for me. It felt great to be back in an all ASL classroom.

2) Interpreting 1, that was fun. I am not being sarcastic. :) My brain is a bit fatigued . I think it might become my favorite class.(maybe)

I came home and tonight's dinner was spaghetti with homemade sauce YUM!!

Right now my family is a bit bigger than it used to be, we have 2 small people living with us, one of them decided spaghetti is not THAT bad. I read a book he would take a bite or two. It worked.

Monday, August 24, 2015

1st day of my last year of college

Today was the 1st day back to college this semester, it is the beginning of the end. I have less than 1 year left and then I graduate!!

I am looking at my schedule and realizing that life is going to be complicated. I have a giant planner with all my classes and other appointments color coded!! I am attempting to be organized. I will eat, sleep and shower at home. But I will need to study at school. There is a lot of homework and with kiddos in the house it is challenging to actually study. This week looks like it is going to be long. We will see. The homework is " not that" bad, but with 2 kids in the house it is just a bit different. I am excited to see what this year and its changes bring. I am going to try to take every opportunity I can to be exposed to as much ASL and interpreting as humanly possible.

Tomorrow I will be in class from around 9 am until almost 4pm. That means leaving home around 8:20am, depending on traffic.

I will try to update as the week progresses.

 

Friday, August 21, 2015

School Starts Monday

So this week has been "interesting".


I have had a mostly good week. I got to work 2 days this week. My school schedule is done. I am gathering all of the stuff I need for classes. (which isn't much)


Pre-planning meals for college is a bit different. Going to Canada influenced the way I plan meals. (that is a good thing)


 The "interesting thing?" My phone decided not to function, I have the black screen of death :( I have already spent almost 2 hours on the phone trying to fix it. But the next stop for this saga is to let it die and do a factory reset. BUT I did get my pictures from Canada loaded. (Thank you God) Apparently the phone itself is working, just the screen is done. I have to let it almost die.

Sunday, August 16, 2015

Canada Recap

I spent an entire week not using my voice! It was awesome. The time difference however is kicking my bum.


I am back in the United States and truthfully I am glad to be back.

I visited Ohio and I might have found a new "home". I liked it alot. I am already starting to learn the street names. The terrain is different too. There are jobs and different opportunities available for after I graduate. The cost of living isn't too bad, its not the cheapest but its not the most expensive. There are plenty of places to rent and or buy in the future.  

Thursday, August 6, 2015

Quick prayer/praise

Hi guys, I know its way early in the morning for me but... Remember earlier this week I talked about "M", the little one who needs a heart? Guess what? Her new heart is on the way!!! So big prayers are needed for everyone involved in the next several hours. She is scheduled to have her transplant sometime  this morning. God is good. Pray for her ,the doctors and her family, but also for the donors family. It's a big praise and a big prayer. I checked my page on a whim. I am so glad I did, what a great way to end my day.

Tuesday, August 4, 2015

4 days!!

Ok, 4 days until camp starts!!
3 Days until I go completely offline. I will be back online on the 18th.

I am in contact with my ride, I found all the stuff  that was AWOL.
I have 2 more days of work and then VACATION!!

And 1 day until I pack up all my bags :)

I looked at the forecast and decided that I am going change what I am packing. It is not going to get above 80*F. The high is supposed to be 75 with low humidity. I am so ready. I am packing my hoodie and maybe a longer pair of jammies too.

Wish me luck. I will proably do one more post before I leave... But it will depend on how well I get packing done.

Sunday, August 2, 2015

Sunday

This post is slightly longer than I had planned!!


Sunday. This was the first Sunday I have been in my home church in a month. I have been doing practicum events. I enjoyed being back. Its fun to compare different church's and worship services. 
People got to see my new haircut. I cut my hair very short. People seem to be responding to it positively. I cut it for a different reason completely.

I leave in LESS than a WEEK!! AAHHHH. I need to find a few things( my passport, I know its in my file, my textbook, and my jacket.) Pray that this trip goes well.

Today I got on Facebook after church and saw the news about the bombing in Las Cruses, NM. If you haven't seen it on the news, 2 different churches had bombings this morning. NO ONE was injured. (thank you GOD) . Keep them in your prayers please, my other family attends one of the churches.

Speaking of prayer,
I am on a prayer list for children with severe medical conditions. All have heart issues, but most have multiple issues. There are good days and bad days. Today so far has been a mix. There is one little girl who has wrapped her way around my heart. I have never met her in person, but I have seen pictures. Her name is "M*", she needs a heart. She is in sever cardiac failure. She is a fighter, but this week has been hard, she has been re-admitted to the hospital and she won't be leaving until she has a new heart. :( . She looks so healthy, you would never guess she is soo sick. There is another little girl on my list "G*", she has received her new heart, but there seems to be some kind of complication. So she also has been re-admitted. Keep their families in your thoughts as the day continues.

**I have used the kids initials to protect their identities. Please don't ask me for their names.**

Life continues to throw curve balls, I decided it was time to learn how to catch instead of letting the balls knock me down. :)  But if I miss a few, (shrug) then I will just get back up again.

Pax

 

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

2 important dates are getting Closer!!

Hi Everyone.

The 2 dates that are getting closer are.... the start of camp in 11 days and the beginning on my final year in college for my Associates Degree. (more education is on the horizon)

Camp is what I am focusing on right now. I got my packing list and I have most of the stuff. There were a few things that I know I had at one point... But who knows where they went. I will just upgrade those things. Camp is in Canada!! One more country to check off my list. (YES!)

Oh, if I haven't mentioned it yet, Camp is completely in ASL!! I am excited and nervous at the same time. 7 days without using the spoken word.

Camp this year is different for me. It marks the beginning of the end of a chapter in my life. I get back from camp and have a week off, then its time for the next semester to start.

In May, when I graduate, my plan, at this point is to leave Illinois.

Where will I be going you ask? I don't know yet. There are many, many, many, options to consider. It will depend on jobs, education and other factors. I am considering: Alaska, Texas, New York and a few other places. 

My eventual goal is still not completely clear. I know I want to travel, use my ASL skills, and make "magic" happen. But how that is going to come about is still to be discovered..

I will try to do better about updating the blog once I get back from camp.

 

Sunday, July 12, 2015

Trip 2??

Well, I was supposed to be going on what I have been calling "trip 2". Life happened. I think that trip has been delayed :(

It was just to look at colleges but I was looking forward to it. But family comes first, even if sometimes that is a challenge!


Keep the prayers coming.
I will update as I can.

Saturday, July 4, 2015

Update trip #1

Well.... I am back from trip #1. I got to see 1 college but, because of timing, I did not take a tour. I was impressed by the area and feel of the campus. This trip  was part fun and part "work"(AKA not Vacation).

I got to see my other family. My other "Mom" told my the same thing that both of my parents keep telling me. I love having people who I can consider my family. My life could be a soap opera. I wouldn't believe half of what happens in my life, if it wasn't happening to my family.  Having people who can listen and not judge has been one of the biggest blessings of my life. Even if they never realize how much help they have given me in the last year.

 My mom got to see one of her Friends(my other "mom"). It had been almost 8 years since they had seen each other. We live too far away to make regular visits.
 :(

I cannot post about the "work" part of my trip. Just keep sending positive thoughts my way. The trip did not go the way we thought it was going to, which is okay, but, it means that eventually there will probably be a 2nd one.

Up next on the agenda?
  • I have a observation opportunity tomorrow morning,
  •  on the 10th is a workshop at school(during vacation),
  • the 12th is a practicum(type) morning.
  • Plus the regular stuff. Groceries, chores, cleaning, and studying.

I also am planning a 2nd and 3rd trip. The 2nd is to go explore 2 colleges. Both within a day's drive.(Henderson State University and Pittsburg State University(in KS)) Decisions are hard.

There are a few other schools that are in my top 10 list.
One got eliminated due to the cost of living:( It was my top school choice.:( I don't want to go into debt that much!!

The 3rd trip is the one I am excited about. I get to travel internationally!! I will post more about that later.

Friday, June 12, 2015

Yard sale prep and Workshop attendance

So we are hosting a "garage sale" tomorrow. The house is looking more and more organized. Mom got on a cleaning kick, so everything is tidy or soon will be. (my room is in the process of being cleaned, right now I just shut the door.)

Mom and I have been sorting and pricing and generally keeping busy. It is hot and humid outside. The dog has enjoyed being out in the garage with us, laying in the sun and keeping warm. But, even he got hot this afternoon, he was more than ready to come inside when Mom and I closed up for the day. The weather looks like it will hold till tomorrow evening. (thank you God) . I think we will do ok. The neighboring town is having their city wide sale and the easiest way to get there is to drive through my town:) I have signs made, but I am not posting them until tomorrow am. (just in case we get a small shower).

But as much sorting as we have accomplished, there will still need to be another sale later in the summer. -

I have a workshop to attend this evening, I am excited. Its called : “Social Media: Protecting Yourself, Customers, and the Profession While Harnessing the Power of Social Media” . I get to attend for free because I am a student. I will take plenty of notes to share.

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

A "new" vehicle

So my family just added to the fleet of vehicles(3) we own. Its not my vehicle, it is the families.(read belongs to the parents) More than likely, mom will drive it the most.

It is a ... ready for this??

1991, 15 passenger van!! .  I am calling it "bus"(for now, I may change the name once I have driven it more), like from the magic school bus. That's how I feel when I drive it, like Ms. Frizzle. :)

People ask why we got such a large vehicle, there are only 4 adults living in the house. We had 2 cars with 4 licensed drivers. Obviously we needed an additional car. But a 15 passenger van??  I get some weird looks. Especially if I am driving it with no one else inside. So while I need to practice parking the "bus" it does have a great view.

Plus++ It hauls things and people (quilting supplies, retreat materials, etc...), it will be great on road trips, we can move me to my next place in one trip.(when I decided where that is..) There are plenty of benefits. Oh, and it gets better gas mileage than the truck.
 

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

Someone once told me...

Someone once told me that the best way to deliver painful/difficult  news is just to take a deep breath look the person in the eyes and say it.

So I want you to pretend for a minuet that you can see my blue eyes and I just took a deep breath.

The reason this year has been challenging is because I was in the process of getting Divorced. My final papers came in the mail and I wasn't sure how I felt. I wasn't sure how people would react, the flack I would receive, the recrimination and/or the questions that will probably happen now that I have put it out there. Grief goes in stages, but sometimes its more like waves. I had to find my footing first.So, I held off posting anything on this blog.

Now I can tell you. God loves me, I love myself and my family has been very supportive. I believe that Gods plan is always perfect. I just wish I understood it sometimes.  I will not be doing any bashing on this blog. I am asking that you do not do any either.

When I started writing this blog I named it "Writing with Salt", I didn't realize everything salt could do. Salt can sting, help heal wounds, salt water is easier to float in ,tears are made of saltwater, and Salt makes the flavor come out.
Salt can be abrasive, it can be used to polish something.

God is still working on me, I am being polished.

Pax
 

Thursday, May 28, 2015

I'm starting to plan......

My parents are awesome.

In January they will celebrate their 35th wedding anniversary.

What you should know:

  • They are both introverted.
  • If you have been reading this blog this last year, you know there has been some drama.
  •  Mom losing her hearing and other issues that I still haven't written about yet.
  • They both are highly independent.
  • They don't have to be together to enjoy themselves
  • They enjoy solitude
  • They enjoy green spaces like parks and forests.
 I want to do something special.

  • But... 
  • Not overwhelming to my moms processing( that means going out to eat is out)... 
  • My parents don't collect stuff, 
  • Travel is a bit of a challenge (especially in January)  
  • I am a broke college student.  


So what am I going to do??? I don't know. Any Ideas? 

Thursday, May 21, 2015

The grades are in.....

Well the grades are in....

 I had one class that I was very concerned about. So when I got an email letting me know the grades were up, I was a bit concerned. So do you want to know how I did?
 I pulled straight A's. Even the linguistics class that I was struggling to understand.

With all the stuff that has been happening these last few months,I would have been content with B's. The only problem that I have now is I have set the bar high for myself.

The second year ASL students graduated this evening. I realized that I have literally a year left. I am going to get healthy for graduation. More to follow on that thought..

Tuesday, May 12, 2015

Finals&1year anniversary

I have no time to post about finals .

1 have 1 more to go. I can do this!


On a Different note.

It has been a year since my Mom lost her hearing. I am so proud of her. She continues to learn and  just keeps moving forward. Yes, I am an adult, but she is still my Mommy.
I have continued to learn ASL, she has withdrawn from the program because of the nerve damage that occurred at the same time as her hearing loss. I keep practicing my homework  with her at home so she learns more ASL.


I don't feel as stressed about leaving now. When she 1st lost her hearing, I thought I would never feel comfortable enough to leave home again. I was wrong. I feel like she has enough independence now for the most part that I can leave home when I graduate. My Dad is getting better at understanding all the nuances of deafness in my mom. (yes I did leave deafness lowercase, he isn't in the Deaf community, but mom is...) I feel like now they can cope, last year I wasn't so sure.

Life has been a rollercoaster this year, and while there were ups and downs, I am learning to be thankful in all of it. (its not easy). Soon I will add one more update to make it clear why this was not the easiest year for me. Soon.

To my family who might be reading this: Thank you for your support and understanding through these transitions.

 

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Mothers Day

Today in the USA is Mothers day.

I have an awesome Mom. She has always rolled with the punches and life continues to throw them. She just keeps on going. This has not been the easiest year, and yet she still keeps at it. Life takes the 4P's ( Prayers, Practice, Perseverance, and Patience) according to my MOM. Her Faith hasn't been shaken. I am proud of her.

I also have people who I consider 2nd Moms. They are people who keep me grounded. You know who you are. Thank you. I email you out of the blue when life gets nuts, when there is too much drama and I need to vent, when the punches (life) knock's me on my butt and my mom doesn't have the life experience to understand. You just listen and then give me a hand back up. Thank you so much.

There are women of Faith who have no children that I consider "mom" too. Some of you have no idea that I think of you as Mom. You let me be a child when I was growing up too fast. You made sure I had a break in some of the most challenging times in my life.  I don't know if you will ever read this.

My life is not simple, but I am very blessed, by the strong women of faith who keep me on track.

Happy "Mothers" day.

Monday, May 4, 2015

Linguistis Study part 2

Part two of my linguistics review for my test. This means I am using my notes from class, so yes some of this might look familiar! I do have more notes than what I am posting
Note: some of this is directly from a handout in class. I am Reviewing For a FINAL!! This section is where I struggle  the most.

Syntax- aka GRAMMER! :( the Rules of language, what order do word belong? Verb Noun etc. ??
Parts of Speech

Nouns- Individuals,places, concrete and abstract things
ASL shows non plurals?
Determiners- (Some, Many, Few, Classifiers or Numbers)
Reduplication- ( trees,words)

Adjectives- Descriptors placed before a noun!

Predicate Adjective-descriptor placed after the noun, comments on the noun

Predicate Nouns-in ASL combines with the "be" verb

Verb Predicates
  1. Simple verb (predicates)
  2. Indicating Verbs - show movement  toward or location of an object.
    1. agreement vers(Directional) you give me
  3. Reciprocal verbs- understand each other
  4. Locative verbs- where is the verb happen in asl?
  5. Depicting verbs-show action or state of being!
Adverbs- Modifies adjectives or verbs
  1.  Temporal aspect- Shows a period of time
  2. Can indicate a specific time- Yesterday etc.
  3. Negation- shake head- no not sleepy
  4. Modified signs- Very tall
  5. Mouth Morphemes- oo- tiny, th- Attitude type deal(don't care) , Cha- its huge!
Auxiliary Verbs- Will, Can, Must, Should- typically begin or end a sentence.

Prepositions - use classifiers and space to show- cup next to table.
Pronouns- Proximilization( fancy way of saying pointing)
Conjunctions- Connect words, clauses, or phrases.


I will review more and post more of my notes later but right now? Time for a break ! I really don't like this part of linguistics. Syntax is hard for me, I took grammar last in HS, that was a while ago. I understand that it is important. BUT! Its not my favorite part.

Linguistics Recap for Study Part 1!

Its that time of year.. Finals!! This post is LONG
My 1st final is tomorrow night. The class? Linguistics
I will be ok, it has been an interesting class. I have Linguistics 2 in August so I can't brain dump all of the information . Deep breath.

This is more a study guide for me. I am going to get technical.

Phonology -is the study of the smallest contrastive units of language
Morphology- is the study of the smallest meaningful units of language
Minimal pairs-words or signs different by 1 thing. ( like cat hat bat in English. Mom &Dad in ASL)
Noun Verb Pairs- Nouns move 1x verbs move 2xs
Lexicalized Vs Loan Signs- Loan signs can be recognized from their home country, lexicalized signs Is the process of creating a new sign by combining others. FS words, it happens. There are 8 possible featurs for lexicalization, but they are not all required to have a word/sign be lexicalized!
What makes a Language? There are 17 Criteria for Language -ASL IS a LANGUAGE
Semantics- the study of meaning
3 types of meaning
Referential- Dictionary- explicit-
Social- what it means to a the group of users -
Cognitive meaning-what it means triggered by associations and or emotions .The meaning can and does change to the individual ( what is rich =?)
Implicit- Oh you know!
Has to do with the social Identity of the user also. Age, race and background information has an influence of the users vocabulary.
Affective- what is my relationship with that word, what do I think it means (school example) Work also.
Idiomatic Meaning- keep the same meaning but looking or sounding like a natural or native user of the language. Idioms help.
The goal of every good interpreter is to be idiomatic, to lose most of our Hearing accent and "sound" ,more Deaf

Expansion Techniques- overall goal of expansion is to be natural and idomatioc, to give us more option when interpreting for our consumers.
CCDEFUR?
C. Couching-"you know" key phrase
C. Compare and Contrast- Hard not soft, near not far
D. Describe then do or just do- lost shoe, then look for shoe
E. Explain by Example- list of things example in notes is about goodwill donation.
F. Faceting-  think diamonds multiple ways to describe something.
U. Utilize your 3D space-Use what you got, eye gaze, role shift,,proximilzation (pointing)
R. Reiterations- doing something more than once. Math is Boring, lecture on and on Boring!

7 Hand shape Roots
  1. Whole entity-Car CL:3
  2. Surface - represents thing narrow or wide surfaces.
  3. Instrumental- Hands holding something- Car - holding the stearing wheel, s hands 2
  4. Depth and width- represents deep and wide and or layers of objects- Bowl
  5. Extent- represents amounts/volumes or increase/decress in amount- flat tire
  6. Perimeter shape- represent external shape of a object- coins- FF
  7. On Surface- Plural large groups of __________- Audience or objects
Three Movement roots
  1. Stative Descriptive- hands move to describe a stationary object
    1. dinner table, elf shoes
  2. Process- hands move to describe a moving object or object that appers to move
    1. car passing by or a person typing
  3. Contact hadn has downward motion for a stationary object
    1. cup, car parked, bookshelf, person sitting.
most common type of sentence in: ASL - SVO- Subject Verb Object



 

Thursday, April 30, 2015

waiting

This is a bit more than I normally share with you. But I felt like maybe someone else needed to hear it too.


Waiting is hard.
I have a hard time waiting for directions from God. Sometimes. What to do, where to go, what is my next step? I keep asking. "Pray without ceasing." I can do that, and often do. I am a work in progress .
"Patience is a Virtue"- I work on practicing patience.

 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge him and he will direct your path"-Proverbs 3:5-6

I am leaning heavily on this verse. Trusting in God sounds easy, its not always. I don't understand some things, but, I know that God has a way better plan than I could ever imagine.

Sometimes the things that you think are a given are far from it. People can betray, trust can be broken, hurt happens. But God still is there.


 I am waiting for a piece of mail. Waiting again. Its Hard! Once that piece of mail comes I can finish this chapter and start a new one. I will also be able to share with anyone who actually reads this what I am being so cryptic about.


If you would these next few weeks, keep me in your thoughts. This part of the journey is bumpy.
I still have to survive my finals and whatever else happens.

Pax

Sunday, April 19, 2015

Sunday (I don't know what to title this!)

Today is Sunday. Thank you God. Normally I just go to the church next door. After all, its my "home" church, however this week I am going somewhere different. I am going to try somewhere new. My plan is to try several different churches in the upcoming weeks.

I got up early with mom  to pick up snacks in town, I have been up almost 3hours at this point.

I am excited for Church. I know ,I know.. this should be a weekly thing but let me be brutally honest.

 (Disclaimer: This is not aimed at anyone specifically at my church its just me needing to "talk it out")  ( WARNING  small rant )

Some Sundays, Church is just part of the job description. Being a PK even as an adult has some implied requirements.

I am expressing an opinion
If you are a PK this might ring true- "If you live at home you are expected to have your happy little self(no matter your age) in the church pews for worship with your family. "

Its not a stated expectation by most people in the church, but it can certainly have a negative outcome if the expectation is not met.

The other way this can go is that people just ignore the fact you are there, if you are missing they don't ask "you" the person who is gone, but rather, your parent or someone you know.

I don't think it is meant to come across the way it does. It comes across to me (my opinion) as if "you" the person are not important enough to email or ask yourself.( sometimes it makes sense to ask a family member, I understand that)

I am in a weird situation at the moment.  I can't use some of my spiritual gifts, my life is going through some changes and because of the dynamics of the group I can't share it. It is frustrating.

This turned more into a rant than I was planning.

If you made it through all of that please realize most days its not that bad. God is good, and his grace is Amazing. I have an amazing set of parents who love me no matter what. Their only request is that I do go to "A" church at some point during the week.

If you would take the time this week to pray for me, some things are coming to a close and just maybe there is a door opening.

Pax

 

Saturday, April 18, 2015

Thinking thoughts

I am coming to the end of yet another chapter in my life. Its ok. I am making it work. God has control. I will be ready to post about this change soon.

 I have about a month left in this semester. I still have 2 regular sememster left + this summer for one class.(sociology) So I graduate in May of 2016!!

I am trying to decide where home is.
As an Army Brat this is a concept that I am having a hard time deciding where that location is. I can go anywhere in the USA.

ANYWHERE! I can live in a small town or a metropolis. I do know I want somewhere warm, not freezing,I need to be near the ocean or the mountians or  some type of intersting geography. I am not a fan of the Flat Land Praire! I would prefer somwhere with a reasonable metro system OR roads that make logical sense. (read laid out by the Army Corp of Engineers or simmilair) I would like to be near a millitary installation, (I think) I just dont know.

Or I could stick around IL for a little longer and finish my BA. I really dont want to but.. I might.

For now its just up in the air and thankfully God knows the plans.


Sunday, April 5, 2015

Easter

I'm feeling better now. I did need Easter morning. :)

The day continues. I got a "new" bed. I have most of my homework finished. I have some fun plans for tomorrow. School. Applying for a Job..  Starting a new eating plan to help me get healthy. I have a 5k planned and I am already looking at a 1/2 marathon. I don't plan on being the fastest but I do plan to move it.

I am excited to see what happens in the next few months, they sure look like they are going to be a whirlwind.

Saturday, April 4, 2015

A few thoughts

It's the night before Easter

People are all excited. The outfits are all picked out.The shoes, accessories are planned. Many people have family coming to visit.  Its a great time in the church, for we all knows what comes in the morning. There is a full day tomorrow planned for many people. The Church is going to be super busy. There are 2 services ,a breakfast, and family activities. Fun, Family and Friends. Sounds Great!


Not! I just don't feel good. I really don't feel well at all. Partly like I have a bug. But I also have a case of the blues. Tomorrow is Easter. Yippee... Not!.  I really don't feel like celebrating. I know there is a good reason to celebrate in the morning. But.. I just want to sleep. I know part of the problem. I will shake this eventually. I am angry( which I am well aware is a secondary emotion). And its ok. I have every right to be angry and exhausted. A dear friend told me that "it will get better. But, you have to allow yourself to feel" she knows me way too well. I have been numb or ignoring my emotions on and off. The anger is not that hard to hide anymore. The sadness.. I learned how to smile through everything, thanks to a job I held. I am slowly healing. I think once certain things are done it will be easier. But tonight just seems hard. Holidays will be for a while I think. Maybe once things are all completed I will post about some of the stuff, but for now.. I just needed to vent. 

Tomorrow is Easter. I will be at Church, just like its expected of me. And my attitude in the morning will be better, probably. Tomorrow is Really an Important day for Christians around the world, including me. Its a day to Celebrate new beginnings, Jesus's resurrection and His triumph over evil  and what it means to each of us as individuals.
 So, while I am not in the mood, for Easter
Easter is exactly what I need.

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Wednesday

I got both my tests back today. I did well on both, my ASL better than I was expecting.

ASL class done today.
Homework mostly done.

My plan for the next few days.

Study and take care of me.

Sunday, February 22, 2015

Sunday

Today was great, mostly. God is awesome. The good: I went to 2 church services today ( one Hearing, one Deaf) .

The Not so great, I went to visit a friend in the nursing home,( he has been living in an assisted living facility)  it was difficult, but it was right. He is in his 90's. Today he looked every one of his 90+ years. He almost seemed ready to go Home (heaven).
 I would love to say that he will live forever , but lets be honest... He is a great man of faith and I will miss him when he goes. But there will be a party in paradise when he gets there.

Moving on.. happier thought:
Deaf Church
Before church "started" we had a little fellowship time. I was so glad to be back.
I couldn't stay at Deaf church the entire time tonight, because, it was movie night. The movie? " Heaven is for Real" We had to leave about half way through. One person teasingly told me: I was spoiling my moms fun. They told me "I could leave her there and go do my homework." My response? "How is she going to get home?"  She came home with me.

The people at Deaf church are some of the most wonderful Christians I have ever met. They support one another and  pray for one another. I had missed Deaf church since the Christmas party due to various things. I walked in and it was like I have been AWOL. Questions/comments included :Where were you? I'm so happy you are back. Everything ok? People were asking about you.  ( I love Deaf people, they tend to be blunt, if you are gone and they are involved in your life... Its awesome)

My homework wasn't bad and I have studied for the quiz.

All in all today was good. Soon I will have to write about the bad... but not yet.

Pax to all.

Saturday, February 21, 2015

Its Saturday!!

Saturday.... I don't have to go anywhere this morning. I could have slept in, but no, 7:30am and I was awake. -Shrug- Routine is good. I looked out the window this morning and it was nice and bright. Then... I looked down. The entire street is covered in ice. The main roads that I can see from the other window look good, but my road and driveway leave much to be desired. That's not a complaint, just a fact. There is an optional event tonight for school, I would like to go, but if the roads are not safe,no thanks. 

I have already had coffee and its time to get productive.

My plan for today: Start dinner in the crockpot( lasagna)
Do homework: ASL( review vocab and book), Linguistics ( study for quiz), Field Exp.( write paper)prep for Church

Yesterday was awesome, today is good(so far) and the future looks bright. I am excited.

Friday, February 20, 2015

ASL & Java my thoughts for a paper preview.

Today I went to the "ASL& Java" in Brentwood, MO. 

If you haven't figured it out before I am a Christian. Today God was very obvious about what my future holds. Today confirmed many things for me. I had been waffling about the future a little, I knew God had a plan but today.. well I will let you see what I mean.

I got to meet so many different people. I'm only going to talk about 2 of them. I loved meeting all of them though.

 I met a lovely man who "happens" to have the degree, I want, in the "specific" field that I am going to go into. It was cool to pick his brain. We "talked" for a bit about what I want to do, and how long school would take. He told me approx. 10 years is a good estimate. But, that what I want to do is needed in the Deaf community and not to get discouraged when it gets hard. And it will. He recently lost his wife, and it is easy to see he still misses her. His eyes light up when he talked about her and how smart she was, they were married a long time 40 something years.(I do know the exact number)  He gave me his business card to get in contact with him. Then we officially started the "chat". He is very well known in the area, so I am not posting his name here. If he wants to identify himself that is his choice. But He is AWESOME!

During that time I "met" a lovely lady who grew up an Army Brat. I felt like we had a connection. BRAT's  normally do.  She told me a story about growing up and not having much help in school. she was mainstreamed and the teacher told her she was stupid. She is Definitely not stupid. We "talked" about living in different worlds( Cultures). She grew up in one then had to adjust to the others, the Deaf and Civilian. YES they are different. I am looking forward to seeing her in April.

One of the topics of discussion today was cued speech. We haven't talked about it much in classes, just in passing. It was interesting. I can see from the Deaf point of view the issues, from the Hearing side the benefits, and from my individual point of view the pros and cons, and maybe a few applications for late Deafened adults if their brains have a hard time learning ASL. ASL is a complete Language, but if you still can speak.. I can see a pro for it. But I understand a little of that controversy.

The moderator today made sure all of the student who were there had a chance to participate. She let the students have a chance to respond to questions with our own opinion and reasons for them. Everyone used their signing skills, even Mom. The group today was great, they were warm, welcoming and open to our questions. Many of the people who attended were retired, but still very involved in the local community. It was awesome to see how much difference of opinion there was, they argued with each other but they were still respectful. They were more casual in a way than my other event, I think. The lighting was great in the building , and the elevator was great for mom. It was easy to find and I will be going back soon.

Thursday, January 29, 2015

I know...

I know I have been lax about writing recently. The 1st couple of weeks of school were not easy . I don't say this as an excuse, just a fact.

Today I got to meet up with an old friend that I haven't seen in close to 9 years. God is awesome. We talked and talked, it felt like we had never been apart. It was so wonderful to be able to speak my mind and heart with worrying about judgment or condemnation. I hadn't realized how much I had missed her. We talked about her life and some things she is dealing with, and how God is doing incredible things in the background even if we can't always see it.  We talked about change, family and of course Faith.  We both have struggles that are similar but very different. I gave her some counsel, learned, on my end, the hard way. I wouldn't trade the learning process,but if I can help her avoid some of the painful steps along the way....

God is good, and I am grateful for his Grace.

Pax

Saturday, January 17, 2015

Update

So its that time again. Classes officially start Saturday..But the online one I can already access.


  • All my books except one are on my shelf, labeled for which day and class
  • I am frantically searching for my planner so I can color code all the classes.
  • I have the schedule posted so my family knows where to find me at any given time. 
  • Dad and I have figured out the car thing for the semester. 
  • Mom and I have the menus at least outlined -subject to change
  • I know all but 2 of my instructors
  • I know where all my classrooms are located
  • I am so excited to see my friends
  • Scheduled study hours 
  • Posted them
  • Found out where the gym was as I am taking a gym class
  • In the process of getting organized


Can you tell I am ready for school to start :)

On the other hand, change is coming and that is difficult.

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Hmph

There's a germ in the air, there a cough and a sneeze, a nose being blowing(breath) and not by the trees. What a virus, it a "great one" what a virus again! what a virus its a long one , I'm sleepy again.

Sung to  the tune of "There's a song in the air". mostly!

Being sick on break is no fun, but on the plus side I am not missing any classes this way. I am going to be cleaning as soon as I get healthy, everything has to be disinfected.

Being cooped up in the house is just no fun, I don't even have any good books to read, I finished all my new ones. Mom is also down for the count which makes it even more fun, because" when moma aint happy aint nobody happy". She  is doing better, then get exhausted. Dad is slowly recovering but he is also exhausted. He did manage to do church today but then he needed a Methodist mid day meditation (aka a NAP).  Dinner was fast and easy.

I am getting rest, which I was needing. I am also getting ideas for some crafts to finish. My friend K is in for a surprise if I can get this technique down for her journal. I hope it works. :)

I am so ready for school to start!!